it always makes me thinking back..

i thought i am really free this week, but it seems like my mind dint associate with my body.monday.mandarin test 2.done.tuesday.mce computer assignment.done.mn assignment.done.wednesday.ppcs lab report.done.and now im tired.thinking that i can get a rest,even for a while even making me tired.my mind tired.but my body arent.as i mentioned before,my mind just dint associate with my body.T_T

as for today,its Nuzul Quran day, so it becomes a public holiday ere in Perak(well i guess all around semenanjung also holiday today),and i spent my day by completing my ppcs lab report(which i started from las nite up to this 5 in the mornin).and im just woke up at 3.30pm.quiet a long sleep i guess.well,im a heavysleeper after all.undeniable.i can stay up without sleep for two or three days , and yet i can sleep (redeem all my slept) with just one day sleep.the whole day sleep.huhuh~

well,actually while im in the middle of doing my ppcs lab report for individual report, i am so into the report and while im listening to the raya song, all bring back the memories.i am all of sudden,miss my late grandpa and grandma.how will this year raya without 'em in kampung.i had no more grandparents and no more kampung feels this time for sure.how can i imagines my raya this year? im going to be the head of the family(since kakak iya n am not going back this raya).i just dont like this.i just want to have life back to normal.i just want to have my life just like an old times.but i know all of this is impossible.times just wont get back.everything just din go fine.its either i want it or not,i should go by the flow.

i am all stressed out, bcouz need to finished up one more lab report and doing the fyp tingy called seminar.i am just soo worried that i might passed out.=( whatever it is, cmon far! bring it down! *heavy sigh*