am i at wrong?

hrmm. just got wake up at 350am.having this tummyache.went to toilet then off to bed again.stil, i cant get back to sleep.so i decide to do my ppcs homework which to be submitted on August 25th, next monday.i open the book to look for some answers and also some notes that i can count on,but now i realize,books are all not that helpful.*sigh*now i have to refer to the veryy simple lecture notes.tskk~``. forget it.now im stucked wif blogging.huhu.this week quiet a blur for me.i got 2 test as i mention before in my previous post,where i got Mandarin test, and MCE test. Direct 2days test. Mandarin i did not worry much since it just a listening test. very easy.i shall say.but for MCE, quiet a scary.i dunno how to describe it.haih.but even so, i only managed to study starting on last sunday and the test is on tuesday.there's so much things to covered and i am just so stucked with this SuJu thingy.and my friend, who study from last saturday (and i am too obsessed being out to ipow and spending too much money - well, this due to some stressed and revenge for my ownself) , who shall be on the advantage hvg more time to study,quiet upset with the test.she said even the 1st question she did not know if she got it all correct.I should never say that I can answer that.i realize that will make her even more upset with herself.somehow,i cant bare to see my friend upset only bcoz they didnt do well in their exam or test.it was not becouz they dint try,i know they tried, sometimes more harder than me.im a really lazy fella.i admit.i am.but i dunno how came they said im hardworking person.seriously,i dont know where those comes from.she even said that, she upset with herself,bcoz she even study earlier but stil cannot answer correctly,but people those study last minutes (i think she do means me-but i wont just comment on that) can get to answer the test properly.well,i think it just luck.define luck.it did not always come,but only when it is ur luck,u'l b lucky.i feel pity for her,for sure.haih. think back, the 1st question is like the homework question,where i am really tried hard to solve the 1st question during homework, and that's y the reason i know how to do question 1.no doubt.if i just copy and paste during homework, then i wont be able to answer the q correctly as well.but what i meant here is that, it wasnt becouz she doing the copy n paste, but i guess she just did not expect that kind of question will be out, since the question might be too easy compare to other question on the homework. *sigh*..

lots and lots things i wanna post up. guess, i cant seat for longer than bloggin in front my lappy, so guess i'l stop ere. things just arent going the way i wanna it to be. help me. gosh cant stop from SuJu again. and cant wait to get back home for raya. miss baby leeya sooo much! haih~ till then. c u.